ugh

I am feeling quite, quite ill this morning, as in I had to run to the bathroom more than once and feeling nauseous, too. Other things that make me go "Ugh" are that our roommate did not get his Food Stamps, today; at least, not as early as he was expecting them, but, they may show up later. In the meantime, they told me they panhandled $40 yesterday, and, they brought back none of it to help pay bills. And, we are running out of toilet paper. And, I am sick. All this equals up to bad news, as, while I have enough money to buy toilet paper, I don't know why I should.

Said lovely roommate has given me $10 so far. Now, he has done some cleaning up and that counts for something, but, it doesn't count for that much. Doesn't help pay the bills, for instance.

Don't know if I mentioned it, before, but, Tuesday afternoon, I found a message from my boss that she could not find the files in the Complete folder. Well, they were there, bu t, for some reason, if you went through the icon, they did not show; had to go straight to the file. So, that's not good.

I did find out, last week, through seeing the files that would normally be coming to me in a different folder, that there has been plenty of legals and such, but, I am just not getting most of them, anymore. Basically, I'm getting the overflow scraps, which is how it always has been, but, now, it appears they hired someone else to do the majority of them, instead of offering me more hours.

Last night, after trying to figure out ways to straighten out the mess that is not all of my own making, I finally left Lulu.com. They wouldn't let me delete most of the files, they had several files that were repeats of other files, there was no way to disassociate them from the project and delete them, no way to delete most of the projects, either. So, I gave up and just left. It's not as if they ever handled my work or payments correctly, anyway.

I downloaded the files first, though. The intention is that I shall vamp up the Chronicles of Ordine: Book I: Sacred Beggar Boy, and, attempt to sell it to a proper publisher. I hope it works out well. I so need an income.