Yesterday ..

.. we went out to Mom and Dad's. "We" being my sister, who drove; my son, my son's friend and myself. Hamburgers were eaten by all. Well, not by Mom. She ate chicken and tortilla chips.

My son and his friend did some work for Mom and Dad, to help make up for some of the rent owed. I did some sorting out of things, and I ended up with six bags of stuff to leave the house and go to the poor; plus one large bag of stuff to go to my house.

There's still a lot left to do, though.

We stopped and had our ID changed (me and my son). They charged us $12 each, even though it was simply for an address change and to have a mistake they had made corrected. It should have only been $4 each, last I checked. Grr!  I didn't even think about it, at the time.

Yesterday, I freaked out a bit, while looking for a birth certificate. It was like the way I feel when people are smoking pot around me. Which, the new neighbors, on both sides, are pot heads, so it's very likely that is exactly what was happening. During said freak out, I tipped over a bookcase and now there are two new holes in a wall and the bookcase is broken. So, I just made life for me a little worse.

Yes, I am a wee bit depressed to know that. Just saw the holes, though, write before I wrote this. Mainly, I don't know what to do. How do I get away from pot smokers? How? Why should my life be constantly miserable because other people want their selfish pleasures? I'm afraid I'll end up in jail because other people smoke pot.

It's not like I can do anything about it. Sure, it's still illegal - assuming they don't have a proper medical reason for smoking it - but, it's not like I can prove they have it, and, it's not like that much would happen to them if I could. And, I'd just end up with neighbors that hate me and see me as a narc. I don't want that. I just want to be able to breathe and exert my own self control. Which, it makes me lose control, so badly, that I'm very afraid of what will happen. And, anyway, I have no proof and I have no hope.